Good Evening T! & Hi! :-) I come just to release a few things/thoughts/feelings/cares/concerns. Who knows what else. I'm almost certain I will be posting several times on tonight. That's for sure. :-) One reason that I know I won't jam all my thoughts into one post is I have learned that when doing so, I her this very strange guy popping up making this funny face at me & it don't post. Lol... The first time that happen I was like, No he didn't! But every since then, I just sat, well, maybe I was just suppose to get that out & it wasn't for any1 else to read, hear etc. Lol... Ok, FYI: I am someone who really do not like the News! Just the sound of it is unwanted to me. Why of course I have heard about what they say happen in NEW-TOWN on today. It's indeed gonna be a New-town after today! That's all I gonna touch on about that. Secondly, Lord Jesus have mercy! Ok, everytime something happens like this or whatever. Everybody wanna go saying, we're praying, let's come together & pray on so & so's behalf. Somebody tell me who can bring these kids back & or these adults back to their families here on earth? Can anybody tell you that? Prayer isn't accepted in schools these days. For some unknown reason. But anytime there is something that ppl can't answer to they go to saying, let's pray. My question is, what are you gonna pray & to whom are you gonna pray to & are you really praying or are you being emotional by this, as other situations cause its done touched you? Of course I'm not talking about you, meaning you! I'm just trying to express myself. There is nothing no one can say to a hurting parent, child, love one, family member etc & that person won't see them again & had no clue of it this morning. Cont....
No Tyler, we don't really know how your day went on set (12/05/12). So, how was your day? LOL. What's planned for tomorrow(today)? What was the little kids doing & how long did it take for you all to get that photo taken? I really couldnt tell were the twins real or dolls. What I did see is one looking up at u & the other one crying. All the kids except one was looking at the camera. You was saying in your Alex Cross interview -what camera are we looking into? And when u are doing your Red Carpet Live Events, I watch u as u give them a quick instruction without words. Lol... Lol... :-) It's so beautiful to see you in action, doing your thing. Would u say that you are bossy? Not in a bad way. I'm just asking. :-) Well, I just wanna to come by & chat/check on you before turning it in for tonight. :-) And thanks for the picture from onset. It made my day. I actually couldn't stop laugh. I'm laughing as we speak, right now. Oh, and the first poster for your soon to come Movie: Temptation: Confessions of a Marriage Counselor which comes out on 03/29/13; that poster is HOT! H-O-T HOT! And kinda deep, if I might add! Wow! Genesis! In this 2012 year u been doing your thang like no other T! I expect God Our Father to take good good care of you every step of the way. And I trust that He will & is! As you do what you do. Good night T, love you! Ttyl :-) Thanks for everything! I always tell u & I will tell you again, you're the best! :-)
Here's something else T! Why is it we as people are so quick to say, let go of your past! Just leave it in the past & press on. What is one pressing on to without dealing with their past, history, life, truth, etc? Don't get me wrong, I now understand more about this faith walk & I understand that trust is very essential/important. How is one to help another if he or she has forgotten their own past? And perhaps they might feel they have arrived or something? That I don't get! What I can tell u is that right there hurts a lot of people! Ask me how I know? One of the other things I so adore about u is, u, Tyler put it out there for us to grab a hold of. And u, brought laughter to us, & u, dressed up as a Madea, being Tyler Perry, a man to show people, all people how a woman can love. That came from on the inside of you. As a man u took it upon yourself to love us women so much that u did what u did. Now I'm not sure how u have helped the brothers but they are not what I'm speaking about at this time. That famous line in DOAMBW, u said, this is FOR EVERY woman.... (u know what it says u wrote it) :-) LoL.... (that's your famous line, too!) Pity parties when it comes to myself, I don't do! However, its a wonderful feeling to know that someone is genuinely concerned about u. There are two men that I know(of) that has be able to speak to women/females/girls about being a female in a positive way & those two men are Bishop & yourself! :-) Coming into contact with both of u, I had to ask myself questions. Now that I'm this close to you I can just talk with you now! I'm not intimidated any longer by you. Even though I still might be a little shy when it comes to you. Lol... :-) I appreciate you both & I am so grateful to God for you both. And you both really do matter to me. (I got that from Oprah on today!) Lol... :-) It's so well put. So, I'll be using it pretty often. Lol... :-) Yes! You're the best T!!! Don't ever allow anyone to tell u differently. Only God knows all the millions & millions u have helped by the grace of God. AND U DO know wherever u go, I AM GOING TOO! Yes, I am! Prepare me room please Sir, thank u very much. Simple! :-) And in closing this time, I gotta say, YOU DID THAT!!!! :) #LOVE
Hey T, tonight I would like to bring up a topic/subject/issue/situation that I been pondering on. This pass Saturday I was sitting up in D'Andre's Debate Award Ceremon, which had high school & middle school students there from many schools here in Dallas. Before the presenter started issuing off their awards. She addressed a few issues that was brought to her attention thru out the day(9AM-4PM). The 1, she felt was really horrible was the high school students who must have been all over their mates during certain times & she felt they should not have been carrying on like that in front of these middle school students. Farthermore, she felt that it wasn't acceptable to behave in that way. My concern is this: Are we as people, parents, etc not allowing our children to see love & affection all these many years. Making it out to be bad & unacceptable. When we each have done it, or will do it sometime or another. Growing up in my families household my dad & mom greeted one another w/ a kiss(peck) upon entering or exiting; when he came in from work or as he left out to go to work etc. There was no other time where I remember seeing them just hugged up cuddling. And I for sure couldn't think of the thought of them having intercourse! But we each got here, which means all of it did take place! So my question is why would we make something that's so beautiful look to be so unacceptable to speak on & be open about? It's strange to me, that kids can see all these struggles of life, downfalls, up & downs but can't see & enjoy growing up see & respecting the power of love between two in love human beings. That's strange to me! We as people can walk around & have to tolerate seeing males holding up their pants without a belt & have to look at his underwear before we take seeing two people in love sharing a kiss or hug? Something is really wrong with that picture! I believe when you can grow up seeing your parents, adults, etc share & show love & affection to one another (yes, it might feel odd or strange; for that moment. But they will grow up & hopefully approach it in a better manner than what we have seen so far.) I will be speaking on this some more T. Remember, you are my Notebook! Lol... :-) And whatever parts u feel the need to use, just feel free too! I trust you! :-) In closing why have we as people put feelings on the back burner as if God didn't give us them? Hmmm something to think about. :-) We will continue this conversation at a later time. Then maybe u will have somethings to say, as well. Ttyl. I love you T! :-) Peace, Love & Happiness!!! LoL... :-)
Amen,My mother left me the same,I truly feel your pain,when I loss my mother in December 28th 1993,I had to see psychologist,holidays are different all the way to her cooking and her smile,she had a good heart like your Mother and always told me to trust in the Lord also,I know I get being a good hearted person from her and the Lord because what she did`nt see me do the Lord saw me and got me,so I tried to stay out of trouble,Tyler I saw your picture of the refrigerator,I Felt You,whatever I can let me.you have my number let mr know,I can`t replace your mom cooking,I wont even try,but I can cook some of what she fix and my mom and grandmother recipes.
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LOL It did it again. LOL :-) Have a good night T! Oh, how is the movie shooting going? :-) How long of a day are u all working? Is there a certain time of the day or night u all pack up & call it the day? How long will you all be at it this time? Are you having FUN?! :-) Has everything been well for you & your crew? Now this is exciting! For one, we never know how u are coming & what u gonna deliver in your movie. It's always a joy to see your work. Even though I'm thinking about you. Not missing u! Missing is like missing an appointment. Which isn't good. So, I'm not missing u, I'm thinking of you. :P lol.... And I must say, its been pretty quiet around here without you. :-) A man gotta do what a man gotta do, though. Bless you Hun! I adore you from your Head to your toes. Proper Preparation Prevents Poor Performance. Whatever that's suppose to mean. How do u feel? Have u been serious today or playful. Or maybe a little of both? I would like to be there to see/witness you in action/doing what you do. Yes, thats what I would like! I don't wanna act. I want to see this for myself! That's what I would like. Let me know when you can make that happen. Because I am serious. Not serious as a heart attack. I'm just period blank serious. :-) That's what I want! That's what I would like. I been wanting to do that. I would sit up & say, I need to follow him around. Lol... I just want to be there! :-) Work it out for me please T? Thank you. You know I appreciate you. I will be sitting there just quietly observing you do what you do! :-) I'm going to be just sitting there smiling & looking. You wanna bet? I bet you! Watch what I tell you, T!!! Ok, I told u what I want. :-) I'll be waiting. So, let me know & don't keep me waiting too long. Lol... Or else! Or else what!? Lol.... Lol...:-)
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Tyler, u know what I really & truly want? I want someONE I can share my days, weeks, years; time on this earth with. No to fuss, or complain, or any of that unnecessary stuff. But someone who is willing to take the time that's needed to get to know one another. And correct you if u are wrong but be there to hold u thru it all. Someone who if I just happen to cry, he understands. Or if I am in one of those modes that I just need to be alone to gather myself & my thoughts; he can understand that too. Do you know why & how I am willing to accept my man for who he is? It's because I, too, would like to be accepted for who I am. Not for what somebody else want me to be & not to pretend to be something & somebody I'm not! I think I'm very unique. Bishop says, unique ppl are also some lonely ppl. I'm not bitter that's for sure. It would seem as much as I'm alone that it should be boring. But no, what bores me is being in the wrong company of ppl. So, I s**** to myself! Lol... And I'm now days always up in your business likes its my business. Lol...lol... I told u I didn't mean any harm. Just enjoying your presence & how u do things. :-) Lol... :P LOL... To be perfectly honest, I'm really enjoying myself. It's such a thrill to me. And at times I feel like this is CRAZY! LOL... oh well! Lol... I done seen crazier. And I done also had wrong before so I know what wrong feel like. (I get right here to this very sentence; & I want to just delete this entire post. But u know what I'm gonna leave it & I'm going to close it, now!) Good night! Lol... Peace Ttyl
Lord Knows! Yes, He does! I just got in from picking up Tai from work. Immediately when he got in the car he was explaining to me about a comment from a customer who must posted on their company's website page. Which included him as the African-American(he's the only 1, its in H...land P..k) lol... The point is this complaining so called customer was in their location on Black Friday. Here comment was complaining about each & everything but as for my son she disliked he have chin hair & stated it was her 1st time at that location & its the first time she has been in one & had a problem with the visit. ANYWAY, My point to my son was this: son these are the things I been trying to tell you about. No, u don't need to quit behind that foolishness. Ppl gonna talk about u everywhere u go, u just gonna get pass the feeling of it. If u go work somewhere else they got rules too. You wasn't suppose to have the chin hair, ok she complain, now u gotta cut it. So what! Don't let no one make u wanna quit. He was like, the owner, managers etc see & talk to me all this time & they saw it & never said anything. He goes, I think that email posted in the office is fake, & I ain't got time to be dealing with fake ppl. Smh...I explained to him their are fake ppl all over Son. You just better know who you are & who your God is & get yourself a closer relationship w/ Him. And no worry yourself w/ what ppl do or say. As long as you know God is for you. I think he got it now or will have it. Oh, the only area I been pulled over, and twice at that. Smh.. Lol... Both times God blocked it! Yes, He did!!! It's amazing to me how God do what He does just to show us I got you!!! Yes, I got you. I must say even I feel better now by just getting this out. These are some of the things that being a mother to males is like OMG! Like I always say, I wouldn't trade them though. That's for sure! God bless them Jesus, Amen. Ttyl... :-) No weapon formed against us shall be able to prosper & ....the Lord will condemn. For His glory, Baby! Some trust in ...Some trust in.... But as for me/us/we shall Remember the name of the LORD OUR GOD FOREVER & EVER AMEN!(yes, I just song that last part.) Lol...lol...lol... :-)
What will I leave behind for my daughter? What am I giving her even now? My love for Jesus Christ. My love for the word of God. My belief in the one scripture that carried us through abuse, poverty, and homelessness (Philippians 4:13). My baby said to me at a time when I got really discouraged with publishers and business leads to get us out of a bad situation...Momma, I don't care if you don't sell not one book. I just want to see your face on the cover of our book and say my momma did that for me. I remember she caught me crying and she said, you always tell me to make the devil out of liar and you need to do that and publish this book anyway. I don't care if we have to live in a cardboard box and I never get one Christmas gift. I wanna see your face in the grocery stores, book stores, and then she put this big emphasis on "ESPECIALLY WALMART". Of course, I could only laugh...cause that's where I work. We don't have much and everything I have to give her is inside of me. I put it on paper so it can become a physical treasure for her. And still she says I won't read one story until it's published, Momma. No matter how bad things are, she still believes in me. That's why whatever I have to give I offer unto God first, so that He will use me as He sees fit. It doesn't have to make sense to the rest of the world as long as He gets it and I get it. As long as it draws whomever He needs for whatever His purpose should be for their life...I am pleased. That's what I pray my daughter and all the children I have stood in the gap for will cherish concerning me. Am I perfect? No. But I believe in the hope of perfection in Christ. My hope and my prayer is that someday we will all get there with the understanding that any good that we do in this world that can be instilled within our children, is already a work of perfection and it is a gift to be treasured...eternally. Your message touched me. You don't say much, but you always say alot. Thanks. God bless and I think you know Jesus loves you. I love you, too for being that beacon of light I can come to when I need inspiration.
I have recently published an e-book on line and my 5 year old son encouraged me as well. I have always written but I wanted to make it real after succumbing to crippling pain from scoliosis. I worked as an entertainer in adult entertainment establishment and hated my life. I know God and actually asked him to allow me to become a "professsional" dancer when I was a child. I didn't know what I was asking for but God gave it to me. Now the profession is a joke and I left it alone. I home schooled my son until Jan of this year, teaching him sign language, adding, reading and writing. I instill in Him that God is our provider and he will sustain us. He blesses God for everything he has and prays for me. I love your comment and hope that you become a huge success. I published my book through book tango and you could do it for free! Visit www.booktango.com for details! Good luck! God Bless!
He brought ...and there was not 1 feeble person among our tribes. Amen!